October 2008 Archives
On this New Moon, as I meditate and
open to who and what I am,
while opening to the experience of
abundance and growth,
I am listening deeply......softly.....
and graciously within.
I am changing...My past is disappearing
before my eyes...I feel some sadness in this...
As I feel the sadness, I release it
with love and with a knowing that what I
am opening to is the blossoming of who
and what I truly am. I realize that what I miss
is the memory of the experiences of the past,
and the ways in which I used to perceive life.
And as I grow and open to the
new opportunities, new life choices,
I see the beauty of this present moment.
I feel a sense of newness, in this moment...
It feels spontaneous and open
free of all limitations.
As I write I can hear
the ocean's heartbeat in the music...
This change I'm feeling is being supported.
In each wave, each moment,
there is an experience of
a breathing in, and a breathing out...
releasing the old, opening to the new...
being fully present with each breath,
in harmony with the next.
So, on this New Moon, I plant seeds...
I plant a seed to release the past with
ease and love, I plant a seed for the present
to continue to be spontaneous and fun,
and a seed for the future...to be
what it will become, naturally.
As I graciously open to my New Life, I invite
all my allies in nature, humanity and
throughout the universe to plant their seeds and
for us all to be mutually supportive of each other
in the newness of each moment,
and within each new breath of life.
in Chico while in a drawing class.
As I stepped back to witness my drawing
a drawing that I was recreating from
an artist centuries ago...
I about fell to my knees...
I could feel this pulse of life
moving through me like
a serpent snake...
Time stood still, reality
changed, and so did I.
She is Awakening
her womb - her universe - her sexuality -
all being Revitalized by the
sacred and potent energy
that lies within
Nature is her ally as she heals
and opens to her New Life
She can feel her earthly connection
and simultaneously is in tune
with the whole universe