March 2009 Archives

Today, as I sat outside in the morning sun, I made friends with a lizard…

As the lizard became aware of my presence, he scurried by, hiding in the boards of the house…He peeked out at me, several times..I could feel the sensitive nature of this great creature, and I knew that if I moved too fast, he would scurry off. So, I shared that I am his friend…that I wouldn’t hurt him…saying these words silently and with my vibration,  he received me well… As he became more comfortable, he hung out right next to me, a few inches away…It was so neat to experience close up all the textures on a lizards body; his skin appeared to have a net-like material on the top layer of his skin..I saw colors of blues, greens browns, all blended together in the layers of the skin… I refer to him as a “he”, because that is what I saw him to be… So, the lizard continues to sit there with me, several minutes, tilting it’s head to see me.  I could feel him looking into my soul.

I could see the reptile kingdom through his eyes…the ancient history of his ancestry…I could feel other lizards, snakes, even dinosaurs through his gentle spirit. I found him to be so sensitive to movement and vibration..Lizards feel with their bodies..They have a direct relationship with the earth. One slight move, and he may run off…so, slowly, I straightened out my body and as I became still, slowly moving my body, while still connecting with him…The lizard barely moved, just watching me with his eyes. After a few moments, the lizard moves his body in a rhythmic motion and something leaves his body….of course, he’s poopoing! This is definetly the first time I’ve seen a lizard poop! little pellets…I giggled…hoping not to offend him…In this moment, 2 bunnies come hopping along, quite close…they felt very playful and going about their day, eating grasses and hiding out in the bushes.

Couldn’t imagine a better way to open to my day!

                                                    

What happens when we let go of the mind? will we lose who we are? will we be able to function? I have experienced that when we let go of the mind, we have the opportunity to open to an experience of Presence...The mind still exists, although our experience of mind changes. As we let go of our minds, we still have the capacity to access information and be in the world with the ability to create and function. In fact, our capacities are even greater, because by letting go of the mind, which is a survival orientation to life, we become unlimited and free.

My life is changing. I can feel this in every cell of my body. As I take full responsibility for my new life, while integrating it into my reality, I am experiencing a sense of freedom that is expansive and limitless.

Dolphins move with such beauty and grace, as they have a relationship with life that is quite expansive and free. I had an experience the other day in a group journey, where I connected with a dolphin and could feel and see inside his/her experience of reality. What I experienced is that dolphins are in relationship with every cell and part of their body which opens their capacity to see inside of anything they choose to see and hear. They can see inside the planet and beyond, by being and feeling through all the cells of their bodies. Their spiritual nature and physical body, are simply who they are. There is no separation. Their experience of reality has no limitations in time or space. They are an experience as their body, while traveling multi-dimensionally. They are free and happy. They simply change reality just by being what they are because the are in relationship with everything. There are no limitations to how they can be in relationship. They can see light years away if they choose.